This is a reply to a journal i read, being pretty sure it was directed at me. Is this an explination? an excuse? or just a self rant? who knows. And i hope you know, i miss you like crazy. I miss the days when we could just be together. and not even care if we did anything that day. When we could know what eachother was talking about, without anyone else having a single clue. And i know right now both of us are just caught up in our own lives. And I'm happy that you get to go and see all the things that we wanted to see, so you can tell me all about it when you get back and show me pictures.
I know that everyone had always said that time apart most likely was the explination as to why we were so close. But you can only be far apart for so long before you lose that special bond.
And now that i know not to blow my money on everything, and start thinking about the future, it's really hard to go and spend lots of money for a weeklong trip, knowing that it has to come out of your own pocket. But with each paycheck, aswell as putting some asside for savings, I'm also putting some aside for a possible bus ride in september. Because i can't bare the thought of going one summer without spending some time with you. It just seemed so much easier when our parents got along so well, each willing to pitch in some money to make us happy. But things change and so do people.
But i'd like you to know, when i talk with my friends about my best friend, i'm always refuring to you, because well, honestly your secound to none. and I'm hoping i can always refure to you because i don't plan on losing you as a friend any time soon. Seriously, you better start running, cause you never going to get away.
I miss you soo terrible much, it makes me want to cry.

♥♥